The Grandmother Diaries – Memories and Deaths

The Grandmother Diaries - Memories and Deaths

Two days ago, I found out that one of my favorite Great Aunt Jill had died.

Her husband, my Nan’s brother, died while I was bursting pregnant with my eldest.

I realized as I received the news of Jill, I have no actual memories of my uncle, even though he survived to my thirtieth year. As I was reading my other Gran’s diaries today, I realized I have no memories of any of my mother’s aunts or uncles aside from Jill. Nan is the last. Her sister, who my mother is named for, became a nun. And helped people. Before she killed herself in her fifties.

Her half brother is mentioned in Gran’s diary on April 10, 1987. The entry suggests my Nan’s half brother had died and we went to the funeral. I have no memory of the funeral – even though I would have been 12 at the time.

And Jill’s husband – the only memory I have of him is going to his funeral about two weeks before my son was born. The only memory.

But I remember his wife. I remember her very well.

He and my aunt had five children all together. They lived in a small house not far from the local children’s hospital. Their last child, Sandy, has Down Syndrome. I’m sure it was hard on their marriage – five kids alone is a pressure, but a special needs child only adds to the mix. They did their best though. The four eldest all got married and all had children who are close in age to myself.

As I said though, I have no actual memories of my uncle. I’m not sure why – but he was either very antisocial or not physically well. Seems to me it was the latter.

But Aunt Jill…she was a very vibrant woman. When her son was born, it was common to ship children with Downs away – she wouldn’t allow it. She spent the better part of fifty years working with him. His mental age is around the level of an eight year old. But she can take full credit for it. He wouldn’t be the man he is today without her. He’s very polite – and since she’s been in the home, he’s also been in a home. He has a job. And once a year, he makes a trip to the Elvis festival. He even has his own costume.

The thing I remember most about her though was that she listened. She was always very social – she knew how to work a room. She always made a point of speaking to everyone. If only for a few minutes. And people would go out of their way to speak to her as well.

I always made a point of seeking her out. She always had something interesting to say. We had a large family – but I likely only saw her once every two or three years. She had a memory – and despite having over twenty great nieces and nephews she knew all of our names and what we’d been up to. And she always had the biggest smile.

I hadn’t seen her for a while – but I sent regular letters and pictures. I don’t know if she enjoyed them – she couldn’t write back. But I hope so.

I’m not even through the first book yet…there will be more. But if you’ve missed the grandmother diaries – you can catch up.

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10 thoughts on “The Grandmother Diaries – Memories and Deaths

  1. I’m so sorry about your loss! A lot of families within all sides of our family had five kids. Odd. And in two of the, the youngest had Down Syndrome. Interesting to see that parallel.

    • Live by Surprise Live by Surprise says:

      Yes – it’s a sad truth that as women age, the potential for the Syndrome increases. They were particularly worried as I was approaching 40 when my last was born – I had a 1 in 36 chance according to the tests. We also had several sides with five kids though. My Nan was one of five and she had five herself.

  2. So sorry for your loss, but what a wonderful woman your great aunt sounds like. I love that you’re keeping her memory alive by sharing her with us.

    And is that YOUR beautiful writing in the pic?

    • Live by Surprise Live by Surprise says:

      Thank you Lizzi. I’m really at a loss – they haven’t arranged the funeral yet, but I’m not looking forward to it. I’ll be a snotty mess.

      And it’s my words…in a lovely font. 😉

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